Sunday, March 13, 2011

learning to be thoughtful and positive

dear Daddy,
Thank you for teaching me what it is to give and be thoughtful on people. In the past, doing projects could be a nightmare as i lose patience with people who don't seem to meet my standard. Yet, this semester, as i learn more and more from you, how you were always there for people, yet so cool, calm and collected in times of adversity, made me want to learn from you. This month the message for me seems to be the words from the song from hillsong, - "i know i'm filled to be emptied again". that you gave me the patience to deal with people, only to fill me up with love everytime i give it away. thank you daddy <3

It seemed to culminate today, when crunch time happened. project presentation tmr and X didnt seem to understand the essence of the flow. I thought about getting annoyed, yet somehow, effortlessly, i thought that it would not be efficient. something prompted me to change my attitude to make that session fruitful, to lift pple up rather than put pple down. it felt peaceful, that you were here with me. Thank you for bringing me another friend, who thought me so much about how to talk to people and work with almost anyone, that spirit of kindness and understanding just goes beyond any doubt. that to talk to someone sometimes just doesn't require a solution, but to parry and parrot it. it is something so priceless :)

yet all the time you made me aware of these. Not because of who i am, but because of who you are; Not because of what i am, but because of what you've done! =D yay :)

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